Sunday, November 15, 2009

Mitosis

Jangan menangis sayang. I love you.


Merah

Jumaat dan Ahad, seharian bersamanya. Tapi aneh, tiada rasa jemu. Sweet surprises. Siapa sangka, I naik kereta dengan kawan you. Kalau tak bergaduh petang tu, mungkin kita tak akan sebegini rapat. Makin rapat.

2007. 2008. 2009. forever

Masih kukuh, utuh. Dan, bila berdua, tiada apa yang perlu difikirkan lagi, masalah, family, studies, duit, anything, everything.

Thanks for teaching me how to drive. "You're a quick learner," he said. Jumpa lagi bulan depan. Take care, be good. Or else I kick your balls *middle finger*

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Twisted Fairy

She told me, "Mesti Muaz boyfriend yang paling bertuah kan. Kau ikhlas. Tapi aku pelik kenapa kau tak nak Nine, dia kan perfect."

Sebab, aku bukan mengejar sesuatu yang perfect. Apa salah ada cacat cela, let me be the girl that completes him. Aku juga bukan senang jatuh hati. Kerana banyak air mata dan pain dalam sesebuah perhubungan.

Jatuh hati dan sakit hati. Orang kata itu lumrah. Tapi aku menjauhi dari lumrah itu. Kerana aku sudah cukup sakit dalam beberapa perkara.

Mungkin jikalau ada apa apa yang akan terjadi, aku mungkin akan hanya tersenyum dan berlalu pergi. Buat apa tunggu lagi.

ZKY inside

Kita sayang awak,

Last night, he uploads our old pictures when we were form 4, I guess. They was amazing. Seriously. I am touched of his love. He still have 'em. He still have all my pictures that I ever gave him. Thanks. I awwed. Seriously. This is one of 'em.

Aku mahu bersama kau sekarang, esok, minggu depan, 4 bulan mendatang, forever.

You with your stripes jacket, and me with my worn out jeans. Remember? :)



Tuesday, November 10, 2009

11:11

Tak sabar tunggu 12 Disember ini. Anniversary yang ke 2 tahun. Fuhh, memang meletup.

I dah book you untuk new year ni tauu

Trouble

That’s just the trouble with me. I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it.

Pegang tangan I erat erat. And floating with me:)


Kriuk Kriuk

Paper MUET dah habis. Makan mi sedaap kriuk kriuk lagi. Dua hari kuliah. Perhimpunan? Ah, cerita yang sama.

"Kamu semua jangan lah couple couple, jangan lah pakai ketat ketat nampak pusat. Nanti masuk habuk. Jangan pakai seluar londeh nampak lurah bontot. Kalau saya nampak saya pacak tiang bendera."

Cikgu, jangan morbid sangat boleh? Hi kolej.

Skytoplasm

I wish my words were enough but they aren’t. I wish my smile was enough but it’s not. I wish the things I did were enough but they never were. And I wish on every star and every flame just before it’s gone. Every penny down a well and every time it’s 1010. And I wish for the same thing. Every. Single. Time. Love me as what I am. Not the one you expect me to be.

Last weekend was such a near perfect day for me. Hanging out with you and went to the beach together makes my heart full. That day was untold, it was perfect. Although your blood ran through the water, it was just ahh so hard to put into words. I love you, Bombardsky. I am just like an energized electron, going into another excited level. ILY. Love x


Saturday, November 7, 2009

Dan cinta pun berbisik

Hidup, dalam erti kata sebenar ialah satu pencarian. Kita mencari apa yang kita kehendaki dan pencarian itu berbalik semula kepada akar umbi pencarian iaitu kebahagiaan.

That night, in Oldtown Taman Melawati, sibuk dengan pelbagai ragam manusia. Saya duduk berhadapan dengan dia. Meluahkan rasa dan rindu. Rasa bahagia.

Adakah kamu berasa was was terhadap cinta? Adakah anda masih ragu ragu dengan cinta yang dipilih? Manusia, secara zahirnya tidak pernah puas dengan apa yang ada. Meskipun ditabur sejalur pelangi, bintang nun jauh di sana juga yang dicari. Yang ada di hadapan mata dipandang sepi.

Teringat Fatin, kawan sejak dari tadika berkata, " Kau jangan sia siakan orang yang menyayangi kau semata mata kau mengejar orang yang kau suka. Sebab, orang yang kau suka akan bertemu dengan orang yang dia sayang. Dan bila kau mencari semula orang yang menyayangi kau, dia sudah berlalu pergi. Jadi, jangan kau sia siakan orang yang menyayangi kau selagi dia ada di sisi."

I just don't know. It's not their fault. It's me. Jadi bila kita ditinggalkan, baru kita terasa yang orang itu amat penting bagi kita. Saya yakin, pilihan yang kita buat ini kadangkala dimainkan dengan perasaan. Tiada siapa harus dipersalahkan jika kita tersilap langkah dalam mencari dan memilih pilihan itu. Kan?

Apa yang mampu kita lakukan ialah terus berjalan. Kita tafsir dan nilai sendiri langkah itu sama ada betul atau tidak. Kerana yang pasti, perjalanan itu diwujudkan untuk bertemu noktah akhir. Perjalanan itu diwujudkan untuk berpisah di akhirnya. Jadi, pergilah.

Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved. Ah, pedulikan saja noktah akhir. Kerana noktah akhir bukan penamat segala kebahagiaan.

Twilighters

Do you speak happiness? Well we do. I miss this, our graduation day. The first ever been done and it's us the lucky one. I got this picture from Audrey. Serious shit, I miss US. I miss being sarcastic with you guys and went to Genting together. This is the happiest moment for me, being with you guys. Iloveyou. Love.

Top of his game.

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Abah Rock

Me: Abah, tolong topup, thanks.
Abah: Okay, nahh
Me: I love you!
Abah: Ahh you only say that when you get what you want
Me: Apa pulak. Abah nanti tolong bawa miniskirt khakis Diyana. Nak bawak g Penang
Abah: Pakai miniskirt H A R A M
Me: Kalau pakai miniskirt dengan jeans tak haram abah
Abah: Miniskirt kat dalam, jeans kat luar, haha
Me: -___-' baik tak payah pakai bahh

Sayang abah, muahhhh. I don't want that silly lady to be my momma. Bye

Diaz

Hari ini ulang tahun aku dan Muaz. Macam dah kahwin pulak kan. Semalam seperti biasa, monyet berjam jam. Dan dia bagi aku dengar lagu Forever for Whatever sambil dia turut ikut menyanyi. Sumpah comel sangat. Rasa nak jilat you je sayang. Dia ingat kan aku satu perkara penting yang aku hampir hampir lupa. Diaz. Diaz is a combination of our names. We kindoff planning to have Diaz as our babies's last name. Comel aje. Iloveyou dickhead.

I wish I could turn back time when I first know you


Copycat. Galaxy Ampang. KLCC. Bubblesky. Pipi merah. Segan. Segan kerana debarannya.

The Rhythms of Diyana

Happy anniversary sayang:) I'm like a love popcorn and ready to pop for you.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Surgahh

Can I be any happier?